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Bailey Merlin
Poem #30
Diagnosis with the Crypt Keeper The first time I meet my psychiatrist, he asks if we’ve met before. This does not bode well. He asks...

Bailey Merlin
Jul 2, 20212 min read
Daily Practice
Writing every day used to come easily. Once, a professor asked my class who there wrote every day. No one raised their hand but me, and...

Bailey Merlin
Jun 17, 20212 min read
Aqua Vitae
This room has four walls, but it is also without walls, expanding past the fragile steel of my skull. A fragment of me looks at rows and...

Bailey Merlin
Jun 4, 20219 min read
Creeping Back into the Open
Let’s get the cliché out of the way now: It’s been a long year. Like, a really long year. As someone who is very comfortable at home, man...

Bailey Merlin
May 21, 20212 min read


The Importance of Ceremony
A lot can be said for living with your landlord. My landlords care a lot about their property, but they also care a lot about me. That...

Bailey Merlin
May 8, 20214 min read
Poem #29
Hill of Beans The doughnut shop isn’t up to code; danger makes a delicious dish. Here, hello is flash-fried catfish. Go ahead, eat up,...

Bailey Merlin
Apr 15, 20211 min read


The Bond House: Moving In and Moving On
Something awful happened in March. Brennan and Lark—longtime housemates and very good friends—moved out of the House. This is awful for...

Bailey Merlin
Apr 2, 20215 min read
Poem #28
Lesson in Lockjaw My grandfather’s jaw is locked into the smoothness of my chin, a mechanism that helps me chew the fat at Christmas,...

Bailey Merlin
Mar 18, 20211 min read
Burnout
I need to write something. It needs to be 500 words. It needs to be posted today. At first, I was going to post a poem because I have...

Bailey Merlin
Mar 4, 20214 min read
Poem #27
Continuum of Care Pen clicks mark time in a unit where no one gets to leave. This purgatory; sins never really purged, impossible. No sin...

Bailey Merlin
Feb 18, 20211 min read


The Making of Bug Eyes, pt. 2
It’s a new year, and I am reflecting on the nature of my relationship with creativity. I’m learning to fall in love with reading again in...

Bailey Merlin
Feb 4, 20214 min read
Poem #26
As so many of you may well know, there is a lot to be said about Yelp reviews. The best thing to say about them, of course, is how...

Bailey Merlin
Jan 18, 20211 min read
The 2020 Wrap
For my grandmother: Lillian Patricia Lemon Stephens Last year I ended things by asking 2020 to be gentler with all of us. I read that...

Bailey Merlin
Jan 1, 20213 min read


A How-To on How-Not-To Eat a Crawfish
Until I was about eight, I thought my grandpa was a Spaniard. This may have had something to do with him looking a lot like Antonio...

Bailey Merlin
Dec 20, 20204 min read


An Elegy
Pat, Bailey, Wes. I am obviously the tallest person in my family. I’ve resolved to be more prolific, like the old days when writing every...

Bailey Merlin
Dec 3, 20203 min read


The Making of Bug Eyes, pt. 1
The cover art was done by our friend Elizabeth Noble. As a preamble, I want you to know that Richie Smith and I released an honest-to-god...

Bailey Merlin
Nov 24, 20204 min read


Tending the Flame
We aren’t ready. When Sebastian holds the door, and the sky blinks into blackness, we aren’t ready. When everyone is left standing in the...

Bailey Merlin
Oct 31, 202013 min read
Poem #25
I’ve been working on some really big projects these last few months, which means less time for writing smaller pieces like short stories...

Bailey Merlin
Sep 30, 20201 min read
Accountability Abstraction
Writing in the middle of a pandemic is hard. Everything is hard. But I assure you that I am working, or at least trying to work. This is...

Bailey Merlin
Aug 31, 20202 min read
Poem #24
Mudbug Mood I’m thinking about crawfish and the way they boil brackish in the high heat of June, seasoned spicy in a galvanized washtub...

Bailey Merlin
Jul 31, 20201 min read
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